I leave for camp on Sunday. Yes, this is a good thing, and I'm very excited about it.
However.... (there's always a however)
There's too much stuff. I'm going to say it again: TOO. MUCH. STUFF.
The main question is this: Why is there too much stuff?
Because, granted, the stuff will, if not all at camp, eventually get used. But honestly, what have I purchased in the last week that has made my monetary assets drop to levels that I cringe at? (Tuition, people, tuition. It's ever looming while I gather things I feel the need to purchase to ensure a happy, happy time at camp.)
So, just what have I bought?
Long answer short: Too much. (Go figure.)
- A big, black laundry bag (for hauling laundry, of course)
- Detergent - my very own detergent - to accompany the laundry.
- Tide ToGo. 3 sticks, so my campers will be stain-free.
- A watch (good grief I have not worn a watch in years - that'll be quite a change; I've always used my cell phone as my watch)
- A mini Maglite (which, I am happy to say, I'm already quite enjoying)
- A new camera (yeah.... not cheap.)
- A new camera - for my sister - with the condition that this is the only camera I'll be buying her for several years. Granted, hers was slightly less expensive. But still. The aforementioned rule also applies to the camera I purchased for myself.
- New running shoes (not cheap!)
- Socks - to of course accompany the shoes.
- Various assortments of tank tops, capris (which is a story all their own), and undergarments of varying natures.
- A swimsuit.
- Hygiene products of varying natures, which, will hopefully last me the entire summer. It's the goal anyway.
- An extra bin to - get this - put all the extra stuff in while I'm away on outreach each week!
- There are probably several other things I've failed to mention too.
Plus, it does not help that I've probably spent over $100 in food just in the past week. Eating out = NOT COOL! Why do I insist on doing it? Too expensive, too unhealthy.
And All the While
I'm thinking of the verse in Matthew, when Jesus is instructing the disciples to go and spread the good news, that goes a little something like,"Do not take along any gold or silver, take no bag for the journey, no extra tunic, sandals, or a staff. The worker is worth his keep." (Matt. 10:9)
In this day and age - would I be worth my keep? Would the families I'll be staying with be willing to provide clothing and hygiene products for me?
Surely Jesus's message was "travel light." Which, I agree with. In and of itself, it would be a lot easier, a lot less hassle, and, face it, kind of freeing.
But here's the kicker - you'd also have to have a tremendous amount of faith. Faith that people would be willing to clothe you (or let you wash your few clothes), and say to you, "Yes, you can borrow our soap and toothpaste for the week."
Unfortunately, many people today would probably look at that and think, "Moochers. Go buy your own stuff." And so we do.
And so we do. But I really wonder. I really, really, really wonder.
Maybe I should try it. Try going without all my "extra" stuff, for just a week.
To see where my faith really lies.